It was all a dream...

I feel disappointed.

Once again I need to weed through my life. I feel like a little old lady with a mountain of pulled weeds next to her.

I am really trying to turn my thought process around... instead of thinking about working 2 jobs and going to school because he is a deadbeat... I need to just focus on how amazing my daughter is and how I am slowly but surely progressing in the right direction.

Vacation was good. I spent nearly $100 on gas which was a huge bummer. I thought on driving trips gas was split... live and learn. I could have gone solo and spent the same amaount of $. I have been back home for 3 days and am ready to leave again. Monday I lounged with Ella in the morning, worked, went bowling. Tuesday... work and drop my car off to get fixed. Again. Today... has consisted of lounging with Ella. Wooo SPRING BREAK! Going to work in a bit and grocery shopping. I plan on making an awesome dinner tonight.

So nervous. Ready for the weekend.